Author: cdwan

  • Teachings

    The first day of teachings were truly remarkable.

    I hope to be able to say something coherent about them later, but, to summarize: “wow.”

  • Dalai Lama

    Got back from Baltimore last night at about 1am. Today, “after work,” redmed and I are hopping in a car to go to Allentown, PA to attend a six day teaching by the Dalai Lama. Despite the admonition that “his holiness greatly appreciates it when students prepare for his lectures by reading the source material beforehand,” I have utterly failed to prepare. I have read only two out of the three volumes … meaning that I’m about 450 pages behind for a class that starts tomorrow.

    I haven’t felt this way since college. I know he’s gonna call on me. I just know it.

    On the other hand, the 950 pages that I *have* read have gotten me thinking in all sorts of interesting and semi-profound ways. Hopefully, more on that later.

    I’m so excited, I can hardly sit still.

  • Turnaround

    Spent an entirely relaxing and enjoyable weekend with the fam down at Topsail Beach, NC. Trying to get home last night was something of an adventure, and we wound up back at the apartment in Boston at around 12:30am with no suitcases to be found.

    This morning I leave on a day trip to Baltimore. 6:40am flight out of Providence, so I’m up at 4am to get on the road. In theory, I’ll be back on the evening flight tonight. In a concession to the reality of summertime travel, I’m packing a change of clothing.

    On Wed, we drive to PA after work, and spend Thu – Tu at a six day teaching led by the Dalai Lama.

    –Update–

    Overnight trip. Dammit.

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  • Martini Vodka

    And now for something completely shallow:

    Vodkas that can be pleasurably drunk straight, at room temperature, with no olives or nothin’:

    * Dogfish Head “Blue Hen”
    * Snow Queen

    Vodkas that make pretty damn good martinis (in something approximating rank order)

    * Imperia
    * Ketel One
    * Grey Goose

    Vodkas that don’t make a very good martini, but are acceptable in gimlets:

    * Stolichnaya

    Vodkas that should be mixed with fruit juice and fed to other people:

    * Rain (all organic!)
    * Absolut (remember when Absolute was the high end vodka? Now that’s called “level”)
    * Smirnoff
    * Other crap

  • Brooding

    I found myself sitting up late last night wondering how it is that the whole world (relatively speaking) can be working on the problem of our imminent financial collapse and yet not find any good solutions.

    I think that one of the core problems is that the people most directly involved in the situation (the finance industry) are not interested in an equitable solution that involves addressing the core issue. They’re interested in minimizing their own losses, and even squeezing a profit out of these lean times. Everyone is still trying to hide and shuffle around bad debts rather than addressing the reality of a new economy that contains considerably less equity. As we dither, the economy is stalling out and consumers are going into hiding, no matter what the Fed does. Laws and incentive packages are being written to “keep people in their homes,” but also to give the banks a path other than foreclosure and holding on to homes that nobody will be able to buy. This acts to prop up the banks and their wealthy owners, not to address the core imbalances in the economy.

    The finance industry does not, on the face of it, produce anything. It acts as a catalyst for other production, and thus enables the growth of the “real” economy. The finance industry is fundamentally a leech. Any profits in the financial sector really need to be read as “losses” for the real economy. If their catalyzing effect overcomes their leeching, then all is right with the world. When the finance industry is perceived as the primary driver of economic growth, then of course it’s not real and of course the house of cards will eventually fall.

  • Housing

    I’m trying to figure out the dynamics of the housing market, in preparation for looking at houses.

    First of all, yes, I’m well aware that the market is still massively overpriced. Yes, I’m aware that the rent:own ratio is over 2, where it should be less than 1. Yes, I’m also aware that the credit contraction and plummeting interest rates mean that housing values will continue to drop, since people won’t be able to get as much credit. The only things fighting this trend are the faint hope (ha!) of massive inflation in the dollar, and the idea that foreigners with stronger currencies might want to keep our realty expensive for a while by purchasing vacation homes.

    I’m also painfully aware that I feel like a transient in this apartment. I can’t set up a little shop, nor install raised beds. Yes yes, I could drive half an hour to a community garden … but history says that I don’t do that. Also, I can hear my neighbors flush. I desire to own a house again.

    Anyway, thinking on these things this morning: The rule of thumb on a mortgage is that a family can pretty easily manage a mortgage between 2 and 3 times their annual (gross) income. This means (by and large) that houses in a neighborhood should cost 2 to 3 times the average salary in that neighborhood. Except that in the past 20 years or so, the majority of households have become dual income. If there was nothing else in play, that *ought* to increase the price of houses in that neighborhood by a corresponding amount. Same families, more money, more expensive houses. That’s how it works.

    Mostly, I’m trying to figure out how savagely to underbid on this gorgeous house we saw this weekend.

  • Jade

    I have a small Spoon Jade courtesy of medyani. I was looking at it yesterday and commented that it was growing very slowly, if at all. I wondered if it was sad.

    redmed immediately suggested that perhaps it’s lonely and needs another Jade, to “spoon” with.

  • Meaningless quiz

    What Subversive Alternative Paradigm Are You?
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    You scored as True Alternative

    You are a True Alternative! Labels do not suit you well, particularly as you tend to strike your own path and to grow purely via experience. No armchair quarterbacking for you! Originality and creation are your specialities, and sometimes you can even articulate what the hell just happened. Someday you may find yourself drawing the maps for other people… lots of other people.

    True Alternative

    75%

    Mystic

    70%

    White Lighter

    65%

    Aimless Eclectic

    55%

    Magician

    40%

    Spiritualist

    30%

    Discordian

    30%

    Otherkin

    20%

  • Haiti

    One of the thoughts that kept hitting me in Haiti this year was that only a few years ago this was a tropical resort island – like jamaica or the dominican republic. The empty swimming pool drove this home. Nature hasn’t changed … instead, the whims of people, and our perception of security has changed.

    Today, instead of bronzed travelers sipping drinks poolside, we have medical teams ministering to the poor. Same place, same island.