{"id":1165,"date":"2006-04-12T21:13:00","date_gmt":"2006-04-12T16:13:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/?p=1165"},"modified":"2006-04-12T21:13:00","modified_gmt":"2006-04-12T16:13:00","slug":"meandering","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/?p=1165","title":{"rendered":"Meandering"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--more Mopey, emo ranting.  Move along.-->Patterns, there are patterns here<\/p>\n<p>Beacons, some too close.<br \/>\nPassing, eyes are dazzled into the dark beyond.<br \/>\nThe old path is lost, the new one obscured by greedy blindness.<br \/>\nSome too far, dim, confused with rising stars<br \/>\nDrunks in the dark, ties, dreads, opulent floozies, guitars.  Aphorisms.<br \/>\nProphets in running shorts spit on the sidewalk and I jump before their clear purpose.<\/p>\n<p>Direction?  I stroll aimlessly, looking for a sign.<\/p>\n<p>Swirling potential, Durham, Ann Arbor, Princeton<br \/>\nThe same, or do I merely see them with the same eyes?<br \/>\nWarm air from the sidewalk grate, should I follow the heat or the light?<br \/>\nNoise or signal?  Lead or follow?  Bartender or financier?  Hobo or genius?  Success or loser?<br \/>\nWho decides?<\/p>\n<p>Laser focus &#8230; diffused over an entire life<br \/>\nA whole consciousness, observed in a flashbulb.<br \/>\nYour life I understand, mine I cannot see.<\/p>\n<p>Rabbit twists in struggle, and a leg is broken rather than a neck.<br \/>\nThen the neck and the knife.<br \/>\nChef resolves to respect his ingredients,<br \/>\nI hear a story on the radio, between wars and terror.<br \/>\nI give a book to a friend, inspired by it all.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color:#777\"> . . . &rarr; Read More: <a href=\"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/?p=1165\">Meandering<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1165"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1165"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1165\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1165"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1165"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chris.dwan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1165"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}